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Will end this year with a happy heart and genuine smile on my face.
2018 has been the crappiest year of my life so far. It hit me so hard where most of the time I felt so worthless, bombarded myself with guilt and shame I thought I couldn’t be able to overcome.
Being in 20s isn’t easy as I thought. It’s a very confusing stage where you have to handle all the pressure, socialize and build connections, manage your time wisely, and most of all, pick yourself up when life is “fvck**g you so dam_ hard.”
Good thing I always find my way where I should stand, and I know it’s the strongest rock that I can depend on anytime: Jesus, my fortress! :)
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I’ve learned how to love unconditionally, bear patience, gentleness and self-control. Learned not to watch out on someone else’s lapses but to treasure their efforts instead. Learned not to be selfish and self-righteous, understand someone else’s side before I let myself fall into heavy commotions. Learned not to be anxious and to fully put my trust on Christ alone; without having to overthink about those things that are out of my control. Learned to appreciate little things; share the overflowing happiness that comes from the Lord—- just like a warm yellow light that pours all over everyone I love.
I know this is too much but I couldn’t even fathom how God used his own sandpaper in order to shave off my rough edges. Ironic as it may seem, but, 2018- being the crappiest year of my life ‘so far’ has taught me a lot of things that are of with greatest value I know couldn’t afford. LORD, thank You for wrecking all my plans before it wrecked me. Truly, I am NOT the captain of my own life, but YOU are.
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I’m so excited of what God has prepared for me. His plans, His will, and His perfect timing. I know that best things are yet to come and a great future awaits me. Let me just trust the process and hold on to Your covenants.
Thank You for this year, LORD! Can’t wait for 2019 and start the year right by engaging myself more in doing ministries, discipleship, praise & worship, and most especially, quiet time with You.
* All glory and honor belongs to you, JESUS CHRIST!
Will end this year with a happy heart and genuine smile on my face.
2018 has been the crappiest year of my life so far. It hit me so hard where most of the time I felt so worthless, bombarded myself with guilt and shame I thought I couldn’t be able to overcome.
Being in 20s isn’t easy as I thought. It’s a very confusing stage where you have to handle all the pressure, socialize and build connections, manage your time wisely, and most of all, pick yourself up when life is “fvck**g you so dam_ hard.”
Good thing I always find my way where I should stand, and I know it’s the strongest rock that I can depend on anytime: Jesus, my fortress! :)
-
I’ve learned how to love unconditionally, bear patience, gentleness and self-control. Learned not to watch out on someone else’s lapses but to treasure their efforts instead. Learned not to be selfish and self-righteous, understand someone else’s side before I let myself fall into heavy commotions. Learned not to be anxious and to fully put my trust on Christ alone; without having to overthink about those things that are out of my control. Learned to appreciate little things; share the overflowing happiness that comes from the Lord—- just like a warm yellow light that pours all over everyone I love.
I know this is too much but I couldn’t even fathom how God used his own sandpaper in order to shave off my rough edges. Ironic as it may seem, but, 2018- being the crappiest year of my life ‘so far’ has taught me a lot of things that are of with greatest value I know couldn’t afford. LORD, thank You for wrecking all my plans before it wrecked me. Truly, I am NOT the captain of my own life, but YOU are.
-
I’m so excited of what God has prepared for me. His plans, His will, and His perfect timing. I know that best things are yet to come and a great future awaits me. Let me just trust the process and hold on to Your covenants.
Thank You for this year, LORD! Can’t wait for 2019 and start the year right by engaging myself more in doing ministries, discipleship, praise & worship, and most especially, quiet time with You.
* All glory and honor belongs to you, JESUS CHRIST!
